We are kissing, for the fifth time today. To be honest, it felt so right. I felt so comfortable with Alfie, it is unexplainable. I feel Alfie smile into the kiss, as soon as he did I did too. We parted because we had started laughing, for no reason other than happiness. Once we had controlled our laughter we placed our foreheads on one another’s. I closed my eyes, beginning to reflect. These five kisses meant so much to me and hopefully Alfie as well. I thought about how time felt as it had stopped when we were kissing, no matter how stupid or cliché that sounded. It had, and I don’t care that it had. I opened my eyes and starred at Alfie’s eyes which seemed to be filled with…dare I say it…love. Zoe you are getting ahead of yourself, you guys ae not even dating yet, so stop thinking that he loves you. My mind spoke to me.Yeah Zoe he is just 19 he probably doesn’t even know how he feels about you. My heart spoke. No true, my mind replied to my heart, he said so himself that he liked you, but Zoe you can’t wear your heart on your sleeve okay? You can kiss and all that but wait to say you love him. Okay, I agree, I am not ready to be broken Zoe. Are my mind and heart fighting? God, Zoe, you are so messed up! I giggled out loud, while I turned my gaze back to Alfie’s eyes, as they had wondered during the “fight”. He just looked at me and leaned down. My heart beat even faster, causing my breath to be caught in my throat. He kissed the tip of my nose, making me realize that no matter what happens, in the moments when look into his eyes, or we cuddle, or where we kiss, all that matters is me and Alfie. He makes me feel secure and happy. He pulled his lips away from my nose, I blushed and removed my face from his, and placed my head in the crook of his neck, nuzzling deeper into his neck, my nose touching his neck, sending shivers down my back. I smile contently, realizing that we still had a while before we had to sleep. His arm tightened around my waist. He rested his head on top of mine, sighing contently. My legs intertwined with his, my hands were now placed on his chest. One of his hands was rubbing circles into my upper back.